Music

Today is the first day I've listen to music instead of AM radio in the car without crying. That sentence sounds really sad. I have a pretty hard time with music, for some reason. I swear I can make every single song somehow relate to what's happened or how I'm feeling. Today on the way back from my parent's I remembered I had my Ipod in the car. I started thinking that since Mike bought me the Ipod for my birthday in August it was a good idea to listen to the music. Maybe not all of it, but use it for some songs, and maybe get some new ones I can handle. I just listened to my Dave Matthews Band playlist and I made it the whole ride home. It was good to listen to and it reminded me how much I love DMB. Some of the songs were a little sensitive but I guess I was in an ok place, because I kept going. So I guess that is a step in the right direction. It wasn't all music but it was some so... baby steps, right?

I'm going to post some lyrics from one of the songs I have always loved, and continue to be great right now.

I remember thinking
I'll go on forever only knowing
I'll see you again
but I know
the touch of you is so hard to remember
but like that touch I know no other
and for sure we have danced
in the risk of each other
would like to dance
around the world with me
I'll be falling all about my own thing
and I know your the heaviest weight
when your not here that's hung
around my head
and your lips burn wild
thrown from the face of a child
and in your eyes
the seeing of the greatest few
do what you will, always
walk where you like, your steps
do as you please, I'll back you up
I remember thinking
sometimes we walk
sometimes we run away
no matter how fast we are running
somehow we keep
somehow we keep up with each other
I'll be falling all about my own thing
and I know your the heaviest weight
when your not here that's hung
around my head
and your lips burn wild
thrown from the face of a child
and in your eyes
the seeing of the greatest few
do what you will, always
walk where you like, your steps
do as you please, I'll back you up.
~DMB